“I love you S. L. you know you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me”
It’s amazing how much one thoughtful text can take away so much of the resentment and fear.
Maybe we will be okay.
Maybe I am enough.
I know he wants 1 or 2 more kids, and it had me worried that he wouldn’t stay with me if I decided I couldn’t handle going through it all again.
But this small act of showing me love makes me feel like he would choose me, us, our family of 3 over a (potentially) larger family with someone else.
BTW, he never told me that he would leave me for anything, he is not pressuring me at all for more kids when I am clearly not ready, these are just all those stupid thoughts that I put into my own head.
I hope that I get more of these reminders, because I could sure use them.
A simple text.